Envious Possesion

my trip out of my head was quite crazy .yeah , i went to the beach .thought the breeze , the waves , the sky , the clouds , could somehow cure the pain .it did , for a while only though .i had fun at the beach .we went there after 6.30am by foot .chilled there and went home before noon .after 5pm we went there by my uncle's trooper and my uncle brought another 4x4 monster trekker and we went along the beach .it was enjoyable as my heart do not allow me to have fun .the pain did went away for a while .it was cool , really .going to the beach with everyone close to me and the kids followed too .despite all that , there are some things that arent enjoyable though .my grandmother was sick and my two aunty was possesed by stuffs in the house .this incident got nothing to do with the beach , and i cant really tell everything that has happened there .although , to cut the story short , theres a lot of exorcism happened while i was there .i've seen it with my own eyes , heck the possesed aunty even smiled at me in a freaky way .there were screaming and freakish laughter and stuffs .i was afraid when i first witness the possesion , i cried too .but then i figured i should be strong to prevent the 'thing' possesing me , so i was . i stayed there , stopped crying and witness EVERYTHING .i always knew the house was haunted since my family had weird histories and i've always felt diff whenever i'm in the house since i'm still in primary school and most of the time at night .i've seen 'pelesit' and 'hantu raya' with my own eyes a few times , but lst weekend really was my first time seeing possesed people , live .everything's cool now , the exorcism went well and were a bit relieved .even so , every one in my family must now be extra careful cause the possesion happened because of those who are somewhat suffering one of the seven sins - envy .there are lots of people envied my family and they were kelantanese so the siamese black magic is very popular there .everything's cool now , really .i'm back in ipoh safely now and the pain came back when i tried to sleep .not that i wanted it to , my brain is just not that strong yet .cant really get him out of my mind and i'm not saying that its killing me but i'm a mess .i kept dreaming the same thing i told in my last few post too .always the same nightmare .wish i could turn back time , so that i could remind my self not to get closer like i did before .maybe that way , the pain wont be such hurtful as they were lately .i wish i wasnt convinced that my dream was coming true .so much for my happy ending , a perfect dream turned to my worst nightmare :(

**genie in the bottle**